January 2011
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January 9, 2011.
I slept until 6pm because I had...
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January 8, 2011.
Once again, I slept all morning and did nothing all afternoon. It was my first rostered night off in about two whole weeks and I didn’t do anything, nothing at all. There was nothing for me to do, short of lying to my mother or running away. It sucks when it’s like this, because she knows how desperate I am to escape. One would think that if she truly understood, she’d just let...
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January 7, 2011.
I forgot to do this last night so I’ll just do it now and it’ll be fine :D.
I went to the hospital yesterday to see my sister. The Doctors gave us really good news, and she probably won’t need surgery but they’re still waiting on the Neurologist to decide. She’ll have to stay in there for a little while though, which is great, in comparison. We spent most of the day...
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January 5, 2011.
It was my Mum’s birthday today. We bought her stuff and had a family lunch, and everyone got along. And it should have been nice.
My Mum got the call today from our family doctor, saying that my sister has to be taken up to the PA Hospital in Brisbane at the next available time. So tomorrow morning, her boyfriend is taking her up and she’ll probably stay there. Because once...
I’m going for another City and Colour bath, and then I’ll come back and write today’s journal entry. And then I’ll watch Skins all night.
Oh.
Awesome, fucking excellent. My sister will be having major spinal surgery within the next week, because her GP put her on the emergency list. She broke one of the discs in her back a little while ago, but it’s caused all this other shit to happen as well. So now she’ll be at one of those huge ass hospitals in the city with the fancy doctors and expensive equipment while they cut her...
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January 4, 2011.
8.42pm. I’ve been home from work for a little under an hour and most of the time I spent in the bath, listening to City and Colour with the lights out, crying my heart out.
Jess was back at work tonight, which was really good because we always have the best talks and for some reason, talking to her makes me feel better. I think it’s because she doesn’t make a big deal out of...
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January 3, 2011.
It’s 2.06am, and I’ve just typed a thousand word letter to my Mother only to backspace it all. There are so many things I want to say to her but I can’t get it right. Even once I was happy with it all, I realised it just wouldn’t make a difference.
I was supposed to go to the movies with Penny yesterday, but I bailed. I woke up feeling like shit, and I couldn’t...